5:33 pm
everything really is just going wrong.
4:56 pm
i feel like i should just go to the hospital to be away from everything.
9:42
will i ever be good at love
6:32 pm
ive been under constant stress the past 3 days.
he wont leave me alone.
7:49 pm
i am so tired and so angry.
i wish i was in a vegatative state.
religion makes me afraid.
7:26 pm
today my mom said that she was proud of me, it meant a lot.
i feel sluggish.
11:00 am
its been a little while, my bad. just been dealing with stupid personal stuff.
of course i've been active on other sites but im back 2 updating on here.
1:12 pm
i've barely eaten anything in the past 3 days.
im so hungry.
12:50 pm
its been a couple weeks and only 2 days out of all those weeks have my meds REALLY worked.
i've been getting more tired and dizzy than usual.
7:13 pm
went back to therapy today with my mom and talked about stuff. i am being put on meds for 2 weeks.
i hear the meds will make me nauseous...
9:59 pm
i go back to therapy on the 14th. my mom said they were going to be different than my last therapist.
i hope she was right!
6:33 pm
i could never compare to you.
9:08 pm
my mom set me up for a therapy session but it's a month away. im not doing very well in school and i don't want my dad to yell at me again.
i feel so sick.
6:05 pm
today my "best friend" said that i was "undatable." i'd never go out with her but it made me feel bad.
10:07 pm
it's only gotten worse.
9:38 pm
i don't even know if god is real and that honestly terrifies me.
6:04 pm
i don't mean anything to you.
11:24 am
had a bad night last night, couldn't sleep and ended up injuring myself.
8:20 pm
i fear that my "best friend" may like me.
1:38 pm
i've been really sick this past month. today it's really hard for me to eat because nothing really tastes good.
1:09 pm
are you still in love with me?
10:55pm
i hate my best friend.
4:56 pm
u make me feel like a total loser.9:10 pm
i want to be in love.
8:32 pm
[family member] is really clingy and it makes me uncomfortable.