everything really is just going wrong.
i feel like i should just go to the hospital to be away from everything.
will i ever be good at love
ive been under constant stress the past 3 days.
he wont leave me alone.
i am so tired and so angry.
i wish i was in a vegatative state.
religion makes me afraid.
today my mom said that she was proud of me, it meant a lot.
i feel sluggish.
its been a little while, my bad. just been dealing with stupid personal stuff.
of course i've been active on other sites but im back 2 updating on here.
i've barely eaten anything in the past 3 days.
im so hungry.
its been a couple weeks and only 2 days out of all those weeks have my meds REALLY worked.
i've been getting more tired and dizzy than usual.
went back to therapy today with my mom and talked about stuff. i am being put on meds for 2 weeks.
i hear the meds will make me nauseous...
i go back to therapy on the 14th. my mom said they were going to be different than my last therapist.
i hope she was right!
i could never compare to you.
my mom set me up for a therapy session but it's a month away. im not doing very well in school and i don't want my dad to yell at me again.
i feel so sick.
today my "best friend" said that i was "undatable." i'd never go out with her but it made me feel bad.
it's only gotten worse.
i don't even know if god is real and that honestly terrifies me.
i don't mean anything to you.
had a bad night last night, couldn't sleep and ended up injuring myself.
i fear that my "best friend" may like me.
i've been really sick this past month. today it's really hard for me to eat because nothing really tastes good.
are you still in love with me?
i hate my best friend.
4:56 pmu make me feel like a total loser.
i want to be in love.
[family member] is really clingy and it makes me uncomfortable.